Oh dear. Oh dear. I think the past just came to haunt me D:
I have Facebook. Yeah. Uhm. Well. AHHH.
This guy from elementary added me. I have a fairly good memory, I remember all our class' members since first grade. This one too.
I used to "have a crush on him". But not really. I've only ever been in love once, and I don't think I'll fall in love again in a LONG time (basically because I still love the same person ;o;).
But in elementary I was
A: A completely different person
B: Stupid
and
C: Following the stream.
Everyone kept asking me "Who do YOU like?" and so I replied with that guy because I thought he was the best looking. And of course, when I set my mind on something I'm very persistent. So I decided to get a boyfriend too. And I remember how I sent him love-letters and stuff o__o I think he completely ignored me though. But he didn't show much interest in girls at all back then xD He mostly kept to his drawing, and a close circle of friends.
Anyways, he changed schools and I didn't really give a rat.
But yeah, he started talking to me on Facebook just now. He was all "I'm so sorry I acted like an ass. I hope you'll forgive me" and stuff, and I said "What? I don't think you were an ass. I remember having fun around you"
and he said "But I bet you remember too, you liked me and I didn't care and I was really cheeky". It's almost been SIX years for crying out loud o__o People CHANGES!
"I'm not the kind of person to be mad over something like that, so don't think ill of yourself ^^;;"
"Still, I feel like I owe you an apology"
"Okok, apology axcepted xD"
Wahhh. I don't like talking to boys. I wish they came with an instruction booklet or something. I never know how they will react to things I say! They can be totally upset over something trivial I didn't mean anything by (I get so nervous I sometimes say the wrong thing >.<;;)... Or they can be mad... Or laugh at me D:
Enough of the boys right now. Gahh.
I'm slightly annoyed, but then again not, at my brother. Confusing :O
I don't know what he plans on doing, but he suddenly said he was going to this university in Oslo. It teaches Japanese. I was planning on going there all along, because I want to be a translator, but now he suddenly, out of the blue, decides he's going there ;__;
And because he's older than me, people might think "Oh look, she went to the same college as her brother, is she a copycat or what?" DX I'm probably making a big fire out of a little ember here, but it feels like he's stealing my ideas xD
It's his life though, and I love him~
First day of work tomorrow! I'm excited about it. I'll learn how to make decent coffee, hurray. And I get to watch the people from school walk by... *cough*
Next week (did I already say this? I think I mentioned it) I'm going with my brother to live 1 week at his university-thing (I'm really not sure what it translates directly to into english xD), and I'll probably get beat up o__o (It's actually all Aikido there. They don't have regular classes!). I wonder what I'll do there~ It was his suggestion. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do there at all! Meet his friends? Exercise? Be lazy?
I don't know, but, it should be interesting enough =D